Haiz haiz haiz...... can somebody just kill the fuck out of me...
Am i that easy to throw away?... Just throwing me aside when you dont want to talk to me already... is it you think it is okay to throw me aside because i will never go away...
The pain... i could never share it anymore... but to seal myself up like a air tight container... shared with you my pain but you just doesnt seems to care...
Keep having anxiety... fuck...
Fuck my life... Just, fuck my life...
Good thing about showering... nobody will know you're crying...
Not like you care about how i feel anyway right...
Fuck my fucking heavy heart... its fucking pain... fml...
Running also can start tearing...
You're my achilles heel yet my strength too. I need you to need me. 😧
I guess you will come back to check if i will put up any new post, so here you go. Fishball. 😂
Haiz... you still love me but you doesnt want me back... when i really want you back... 😔
Missing you... but seems like you don't even need me as a friend... glad you doing well getting back with your friends... want you to know that anything that may happen between you and your friends, i'll never walk away and will be there for you to go to...
I am lost for words to explain how i really feel... i am just feeling... idk... am i lost... feeling like i am all alone... i need a hug...
I guess i got to pull myself away... it just seems like you dont want to talk to me and i just always annoy you... just go make friends again with your friends and be happy... i will be glad seeing you happy. I will always be here for you if you need anything...
Sometimes i just wish you could be brutally honest with me if i actually annoyed you... rather dhen just ignore the messages you do not want to reply and wait for me to send you something else which you choose to reply to... just tell me straight up that you do not want to talk to me or i am annoying you or whatsoever... i will stop...
On the sidenote... i really miss you so much... so much that it made me cry...
Haizz... feel like i am annoying you and feel like you do not want to talk to me...
