How am i gonna suppress all these feelings... how..
Got nobody to talk to... when you're the ONLY one i can really talk to...
You must have felt nothing at all ba... it does not affect you at all right...
I am going crazy... i cannot stop thinking and thinking...
My heart....... 😭😢 Can you hear me....
I need you....... I need you.........
I am feeling SO FUCKING depressed....
Just reading our last few messages can make me cry already... fml...
I am anxious like fuck.....
I really hope this just a joke... cannot believe you told me not to worry but you turned your words around right away... This is so hurting... Just like that... "idw to talk to you already" and poof... You really not gonna talk to me anymore... kill me instead of doing this to me...
Anxiety just keep coming... heavy and uncomfortable heart... mind cannot stop running... i need you to talk to me... i cant take it any longer...
Haiz... I want to tell you things but you dont want to talk to me... Even if i tell you, you wont reply...
Haiz haiz haiz...... can somebody just kill the fuck out of me...
Am i that easy to throw away?... Just throwing me aside when you dont want to talk to me already... is it you think it is okay to throw me aside because i will never go away...
The pain... i could never share it anymore... but to seal myself up like a air tight container... shared with you my pain but you just doesnt seems to care...
Keep having anxiety... fuck...
Fuck my life... Just, fuck my life...
Good thing about showering... nobody will know you're crying...
Not like you care about how i feel anyway right...
Fuck my fucking heavy heart... its fucking pain... fml...
Running also can start tearing...
You're my achilles heel yet my strength too. I need you to need me. 😧
I guess you will come back to check if i will put up any new post, so here you go. Fishball. 😂
Haiz... you still love me but you doesnt want me back... when i really want you back... 😔
Missing you... but seems like you don't even need me as a friend... glad you doing well getting back with your friends... want you to know that anything that may happen between you and your friends, i'll never walk away and will be there for you to go to...
I am lost for words to explain how i really feel... i am just feeling... idk... am i lost... feeling like i am all alone... i need a hug...
