Haizzzzz...
Saturday, April 14, 2018
Friday, April 13, 2018
Wednesday, April 11, 2018
11th April 2018
I miss you... I miss you sooooooooo much omg... Hugs, kisses, your care, your want to talk to me, spam me when i not replying and all... 😔😔
Sunday, April 8, 2018
8th April 2018
How am i gonna suppress all these feelings... how..
Got nobody to talk to... when you're the ONLY one i can really talk to...
You must have felt nothing at all ba... it does not affect you at all right...
I am going crazy... i cannot stop thinking and thinking...
My heart....... 😭😢 Can you hear me....
I need you....... I need you.........
I am feeling SO FUCKING depressed....
Just reading our last few messages can make me cry already... fml...
I am anxious like fuck.....
Saturday, April 7, 2018
7th April 2018
I really hope this just a joke... cannot believe you told me not to worry but you turned your words around right away... This is so hurting... Just like that... "idw to talk to you already" and poof... You really not gonna talk to me anymore... kill me instead of doing this to me...
7th April 2018
Anxiety just keep coming... heavy and uncomfortable heart... mind cannot stop running... i need you to talk to me... i cant take it any longer...
Friday, April 6, 2018
6th April 2018
Haiz... I want to tell you things but you dont want to talk to me... Even if i tell you, you wont reply...
6th April 2018
Haiz haiz haiz...... can somebody just kill the fuck out of me...
Am i that easy to throw away?... Just throwing me aside when you dont want to talk to me already... is it you think it is okay to throw me aside because i will never go away...
The pain... i could never share it anymore... but to seal myself up like a air tight container... shared with you my pain but you just doesnt seems to care...
Keep having anxiety... fuck...
Thursday, April 5, 2018
5th April 2018
Fuck my life... Just, fuck my life...
Good thing about showering... nobody will know you're crying...
Not like you care about how i feel anyway right...
Fuck my fucking heavy heart... its fucking pain... fml...
Running also can start tearing...
Wednesday, April 4, 2018
Tuesday, April 3, 2018
Monday, March 19, 2018
Tuesday, March 6, 2018
Saturday, February 24, 2018
Friday, February 9, 2018
Monday, February 5, 2018
4th February 2018
You're my achilles heel yet my strength too. I need you to need me. 😧
I guess you will come back to check if i will put up any new post, so here you go. Fishball. 😂
Sunday, February 4, 2018
4th February 2018
Haiz... you still love me but you doesnt want me back... when i really want you back... 😔