17th May 2018

My heart... really cannot take this... not even kidding... how is it possible that my heart has been pumping so fast for the whole day... fucking heavy heart and feeling damn fucking uncomfortable... why is it so hard to make you like me... why...

17th May 2018

Fml la... really fml... really can somebody just literally stab me in my heart and let me die... because knowing i can never have the one i love and watching the one i love liking another guy feels worse than death...

5th May 2018

也许, I should really leave everything... best to end my life... Not appreciated, not cherished, i am good for nothing, worthless, hard to love, and shit...

4th May 2018

I am really tired of myself and life... can somebody just end my life with euthanasia...

3rd May 2018

😔😔😔

Will you hear me out and comfort me... no you wont i guess...

28th April 2018

What it feels like to die? Is it very relaxing lying down all day err day sleeping? Can i try death for a day?

27th April 2018

Haiz... so fast got another person you like... is it you just  craving to have a relationship in school... same old advice... dont hurt people and dont get yourself hurt... i can only stand one side and watch... cos no matter what i do you just wont like me... seems like you wont ever give us a chance anymore...

27th April 2018

Haiz haiz haiz haiz... can somebody just kill me... like really...

17th April 2018

16th April 2018

Whats wrong with me... a part of me in my head really want to die...

16th April 2018

Can somebody just kill me? Inside my head i legit feel like i want to die...

16th April 2018

Haizz... it just hurts... watching the one you love going for another person... it just feel the same as death...

14th April 2018

Haiz... now that you have a guy you're interested in... what are my chances...

14th April 2018

Haizzzzz...

13th April 2018

1111. I really wish for you.

11th April 2018

I miss you... I miss you sooooooooo much omg... Hugs, kisses, your care, your want to talk to me, spam me when i not replying and all... 😔😔

8th April 2018

How am i gonna suppress all these feelings... how..

Got nobody to talk to... when you're the ONLY one i can really talk to...

You must have felt nothing at all ba... it does not affect you at all right...

I am going crazy... i cannot stop thinking and thinking...

My heart....... 😭😢 Can you hear me....

I need you....... I need you.........

I am feeling SO FUCKING depressed....

Just reading our last few messages can make me cry already... fml...

I am anxious like fuck.....

7th April 2018

I really hope this just a joke... cannot believe you told me not to worry but you turned your words around right away... This is so hurting... Just like that... "idw to talk to you already" and poof... You really not gonna talk to me anymore... kill me instead of doing this to me...

7th April 2018

Anxiety just keep coming... heavy and uncomfortable heart... mind cannot stop running... i need you to talk to me... i cant take it any longer...

6th April 2018

Haiz... I want to tell you things but you dont want to talk to me... Even if i tell you, you wont reply...