Killed myself for your happiness... Really hope you'll be happy... Dont make the same mistakes... Learn that every relationship you need to fight to stay in love... No relationship is easy and smooth... Please take care of myself and dont get your hurt... and dont get yourself taken advantage of... Whatever happens... I'll still be there for you... I love you...
Thursday, November 8, 2018
Wednesday, November 7, 2018
7th November 2018
7-11... a day i would never forget... the day where it all ended... may one day miracle happen and spark us again...
Tuesday, November 6, 2018
6th November 2018
The deepest scar i've ever get... a scar it may never heal... a reverse of how the scar is caused is the only way to heal...
6th November 2018
Lost... so fucking lost without you... find myself wondering around and wondering around and wondering around... got myself too fucking attached... be it emotionally... mentally... or physically... cant seem to find a way to detach myself... i just need to act right... act like i am fine and i can do this... idek how i am gonna survive through... somebody just inject me to sleep to numb all of these feelings... memories... pain...
Monday, November 5, 2018
5th November 2018
I am just speechles.... totally speechless.... it breaks me so hard i know nothing to say.... killing myself would make me feel better maybe... can somebody kill me please... hit me... whatsoever... just physically hurt me please... let me exchange whatever pain i am feeling now with physical pain... i am just... speechless... all i can think about now is just... I love you... about how much i really love you...
Wednesday, October 31, 2018
Tuesday, October 30, 2018
Wednesday, October 17, 2018
Monday, October 15, 2018
Saturday, October 13, 2018
13th Oct 2018
Sorry for being annoying by over concerning... all because i really love you... 😔 haiz... 😞
Friday, July 13, 2018
13th July 2018
I am really really really tired... chasing you is really fucking difficuly do you know?... fighting for you exhaust me... but i love you and that is why i continues to fight for you... and because i really love you... and if you really wants to go back to him... tell me... i will step back, walk away and let you go... I dont know how i am gonna survive it but tell me... i will do my best to let you go... and not obstruct your happiness... just know that... i really really really love you... and really really really want to be with you... which i am willing to do anything just to be with you...
Friday, June 29, 2018
29th June 2018
My feelings were right... my guts were right... that something is not right... haiz... when... when will i ever get the day when you like ne again... its really tough fighting through everyday... its really aint easy trying to make you like me you know... when will i be noticed by you... when... really just kill me please... dont say nahh when what you're doing is killing me...
Tuesday, June 12, 2018
12th June 2018
Sorry for being stupid... sorry for being a dumbass... sorry for being an idiot... sorry for asking the same question over and over again... because i want to be sure... because i am insecured... because i am a fucked up... because i love you so much... because i really really want you... thats why i ask... if you wont ever like me... just tell me straight... kill me all at once... i will make my leave...
Friday, June 8, 2018
8th June 2018
What would be the best birthday gift for me?... I want nothing but... If would be best gift of my life if you ask me "would you give me another to be with you?..."
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