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Tuesday, December 27, 2011

I wonder who really come to my blog and read it.
I doubt there will be anyone reading it la.
I don't know why i want to hang on while i know it is impossible between us.
I know you don't like me and all but i just kept telling myself i have hope.
Which actually, i have no hope at all.
I have really no idea if you know that i like you..
Or is it that you know but you pretend that you don't know.
Sigh..

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

I am super exaggerating and super paranoid about almost everything.
And this is not what i want but i can't help it.
Here it go all over again.
First was her, then now, you.
It seems like you're the one who unintentionally made me forget about her, without me even noticing it.
Day by day, i can feel myself liking you more and more, deeper and deeper.
And there was when i started to feel insecure, jealousy kicking in.
Whenever i see you talking or chatting with other guys, my heart sinks.
I don't want to be like bobby!
I don't want to control you when you're not even mine.
So i'm controlling myself from all this feelings.
I want you to know this so much but at the same time i do not want you to know too.
I always hoping that you will like me, at least for a bit.
Not friend relationship like but more than friend that kind of like.
But sadly i know i'm not the one you like as you do not believe me saying you're pretty.
As you said, you only or somehow believe in the guy you like says.
Got no idea when i will pick up my courage to tell you all this.

Thursday, June 9, 2011

I need somebody whom i can talk heart to heart with.
My mind somehow can't hold no more.

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Time to chiong for UT2 and UT3 man..
OB's streak is still continuing and that's great.
A101 is still constant in grade.
For A113, G101 and E112 is improving i think?
Need to do more work to keep it up in top grade.
ATW man!

Sunday, April 24, 2011

I guess no one view my blog so ya, should blast what i want to say here.
I guess i am over sensitive, jealousy comes to me so easily.
But what can i do?
Can only watch and be jealous.
I don't think you even knew that i like you.
I guess is better to continue liking you without you knowing then losing you.
I think it's impossible that you'd ever like me though.
Like how impossible that pigs can fly. lol.

Friday, April 22, 2011

Hmm.. What can i blog about?
School have been great!! Hahah.
Everyone started talking to each other like as if they knew each other on the first day. LOL
I love my classmates! W36P.
They are all so friendly, a bunch of funny people.
Presentations and stuff is stressing for us i think?
But they made they presentation fun.
Debating here and there till the facilitator ask them to stop.
And said; "alright, it is a good and healthy debate there~"
Hahah.
A lot of nonsense made by them but funny.
Didn't regret for not choosing TP though.
And i also found out that RP do also have attachments! :D
So happy. 
Most probably to be attached to some airline companies like ST aerospace? 
Only during our third year.
And, RJs is troubling my time management..
It will only released after 3.30pm, meaning by we can only do them after 3.30pm.
Which ruin my planning for activities after that time... :(
I think that is the only issue that i not really happy about ba.
I hope somebody can plan a class outing for my secondary class.
Not that i miss them or what but just wanna see how are they.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

I think i need to isolate myself from thinking of you..

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Sunday, March 27, 2011

You kept asking but i kept hiding it from you.
Because I know things are just impossible.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Republic poly is officially my school now since i rejected TP.
No choice but to make up my mind which route i have to take for better future. sigh.
It is just 3 more weeks before poly life start.
For now, we just got to enjoy all we can. Hahah.
Once school start, i am going to promise myself to study hard.
I know most of you wouldn't believe that i will study hard, it is okay.
I will "try" my best to prove it. :D
AND I HAVEN'T TELL MY MOTHER ABOUT LAPTOP!
Damn it.
I really don't know how to tell her.. argh.
Nevermind, try my best to convince her.

My heart asking me to tell you but i don't want to tell.
Cause i don't want history to repeat on you.

Monday, March 7, 2011

It is just seven more days to go before my enrolment deadline is up.
And i still not yet completed the enrolment.
I am so going to complete everything by tomorrow except for the payment.
Which i am going down to RP to do it.
I am getting heavier! Omg..
I so need to stay light.
Going for a jog tomorrow morning.
Should i jog for 20 or 30 rounds?? haha.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011


It is march now and i am clinging on to this little hope, waiting for TP to email me.
It better be successful, if not i'll be going to woodlands everyday for school.
Surprisingly, after waiting for TP's email for quite some time.
I had actually slowly wanting to study in RP. Hahha.
Since that i accepted RP as my school, if TP reject me again i won't enter RP unhappily.
Still, i would be even happier if i can enter TP. lol.
I slowly liked RP because they offer lappy like Macbook for us. Haha!
Need to discuss with my parent about the macbook pro.
But, need to depends on their mood. :/
Need to wait for the right time to ask them.
Also depends on my elder brother, damn.
He will later tell my parent that i can use his laptop and so on. -.-
No matter what, i will do whatever i can do to convince my parent to get me that. hehe.
Can't wait to start school now.
So booooooorrrrreeeddd at home.
And i haven't finish settling my enrolment stuff.

Monday, February 28, 2011

Sigh.
Have been thinking and thinking about some stuff.
When it comes to this one thing ah, i am always a fickle-minded person.
I cannot make up my mind which one do i like more.
Anyway even if i made up my mind choosing either one of it.
It seems impossible or make it totally impossible for me to get it.
I might as well give up on this thing, unless this thing show me some hints for me not to give up on this thing.
However, i see no hints.
So, ya.

Anyway, went to JB with some of the ACME members for a friendly match.
Two matches.
First match, fought with a guy taller and better than me and it's a good fight though.
Manage to fight through the whole match with the guide of KS sir.
Although me being kicked on the head for two time.
Second match, i totally under performed. sigh.
Feeling so tired during the second match.
With a light injury on my right knee and instab.
Also i don't know how i get a cut of about 5cm on my waist. haha.
Good experience anyway. 
Now, train to be better and meet them again next time.

Thursday, February 24, 2011


Received my enrolment package.
Opened it up.
Read through the booklet until a page showing Medical Examination For The Diploma In Outdoor & Adventure Learning.
That page scared me la.
I thought was like RP posting to another course instead of my own course.
Until later when i went out with serkit and his friends then i know it is just a medical checkup, which everyone need to do it.
Not i stupid, maybe i am.
Because i thought they ask me to check whether i am fit enough for that course above, you know what i mean. Joke.
I think i so need to read newspaper more.
This dixon said to me just now at Burgur King that my usage vocabulary in my blog is like...
Vocab is chim but used wrongly. lol.
Now i need to blog lesser liao until my grammar and vocab improve. 

Tuesday, February 22, 2011



I need some club music!! haha

Saturday, February 19, 2011

FML la.
Seriously.
One simply thing cannot give.
Ask you pay, get scolded.
Pay myself also get scolded.
Fuck it man.

Thursday, February 17, 2011

video

It was a surprise that quite a lot of us cleared backflip on last sunday.
Everyone was HIGH and started doing all the flips. Haha.
And this freaking Jeric, don't know when the hell his cartwheel without hand becomes so high.
LOL.
I need to catch up soon.
Now need to maintain my backflip spree.
Jeric and Dixon need to jiayou on their backflip liao.
You got to clear backflip with all of us! haha

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

FML.
Now i wish i could rewind time so that i could change my course position.
So to get a higher chance to get into the course i want.
My appeal failed. D:

Monday, February 7, 2011

This few days is just simply boring.
Really got nothing to do, nobody want to go out.
So, i just stay at home do nothing.
The only thing i can do now is only take class.
Better than staying at home and rot. haha.
Atleast this friday i am going out with my friends for buffet.
Also, hoping that sunday's activity will be on.
If not i stay home do nothing again..

Saturday, January 29, 2011



My first time using FL Studio to make a music.


First Day That I Saw You, Thought You Were Beautiful.

But I Couldn't Talk To You I Watched You Walk Away.
And It Felt Like I Spent, All Of That Second Day.
Trying To Figure Out What It Was That I Should have said.

Third Day Saw You Again, Introduced By A Friend.
Said All The Words I Wanted To.
On Day Four And Five And Six, I Don't Know What You Did.
But All I Could Think About Was You.

Thought I Couldn't Want You, More Than I Did Before.
But Everyday I Love You A Little Bit More.
Find Myself Asking, What Are You Waiting For.
Coz Everyday I Love You A Little Bit more.

Days They Turn Into Weeks, That's How Good This Has Been.
Still I Can't Believe The Way This First Year Has Flown.
Still You Catch Me By Surprise, When I Look In Your Eyes.
When You Turn And Say That You Love Me.

Thought I Couldn't Want You, More Than I Did Before.
But Everyday I Love You A Little Bit More. (And More)
Find Myself Asking, What Are You Waiting For. (What You Waiting For)
Coz Everyday I Love You A Little Bit more.

(And More)
I Love You More
(And More)
I Love You More
(And More)
I Love You More
Hey Hey Hey Hey

Day One I First Laid My Eyes On You.
Day Two I Can't Help But Think Of You.
Day Three Was the Same As Day Two.
Day Four I Fell In Love With You.
Day Five You're Spinning With Me.
Sixth Day Knocked Me Off My Feet.
Day Seven That's When I Knew.
I'd Spend The Rest Of My Life With You.

Thought I Couldn't Want You, More Than I Did Before.
But Everyday I Love You A Little Bit More.
Find Myself Asking, (Find Myself Asking)
What Are You Waiting For. (What You Waiting For)
Coz Everyday I Love You A Little Bit more.

Everyday, Knowing I'm Gonna See Your Face
And That's Enough For Me. (That's Enough For Me)
I Want You More And More And More Everyday.

(And More)
I Wanna Spend My Life With You,
(And More)
Everyday Learn Something New,
(And More)
I Love You More And More And More Everyday.

(And More)
I Love You More
(And More)
I Love You More
(And More)
I Love You More

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Split personality of maturity level with act of HR and Professionalism.
I cannot take these.
This kind, i will just simply ignore or pick on that person.
Know where we stand or know what position we're in, to able ourselves to have the act of HR and Professionalism.
If not, just keep quite and do what you need to do and don't do what you shouldn't.
Don't misunderstand me that i'm talking about anyone of you. haha.
I just cannot stand this kind or people only. 

Thursday, January 20, 2011


Argh man..
I seriously need some shopping.
But there isn't any time for my friends and i to go shopping.
Plans kept coming in last minute.
I need to get my two new jeans and two pair of shoes.
One of it is something similar on the top and the colour is all green.
Another one i feel like getting it at Messy.
CNY is getting closer and closer.
I want it in no time.
I will dig out whatever time i have man.
Need some rest too, work is getting me lethargic.
When comes to slack, it is really slack.
When comes to real work, it is really work and is tired.
Haha.
Can just someone just tell me whether to keep my blog alive or just let it die please......


Friday, January 14, 2011

Wow. 
Since when i last blogged? 2 months plus ago.
My blog look so dull, boring, lame and dead. hahah. Should i kill my blog?? haha.
Took O level results and witnessed people expressing sadness, happiness and also disappointment.
For me, happiness and disappointment will fall on me.
Happy that i am able to get into poly.
Disappointed on grades that did not comes out what i expected for, which i have studied so hard on.
Like what my blog title shows.
We all have a choice, choice on whether to keep on whining over results or move on.
Like whole lot of people saying it on facebook, it's time to move on.
Do what we need to do for our future. hahah.
Anyway....
Due to my LOUSY result, i doubt i can get into aerospace engineering.
But i hope they put me into mechatronics/aerospace engineering la!
Went to TP and had a talk with one of the aerospace engineering lecturer.
He advised me on how i can get into aerospace engineering through mechatronics/aerospace engineering.
Well, it was really a long talk but i was so convinced by him.
Now i really hope that i can get into mechatronics/aerospace engineering.
But something, i put mechatronics/aerospace as my forth choice!! OMG~
Looks like nobody can help me~ Lol.