I really hope this just a joke... cannot believe you told me not to worry but you turned your words around right away... This is so hurting... Just like that... "idw to talk to you already" and poof... You really not gonna talk to me anymore... kill me instead of doing this to me...
Saturday, April 7, 2018
7th April 2018
Anxiety just keep coming... heavy and uncomfortable heart... mind cannot stop running... i need you to talk to me... i cant take it any longer...
Friday, April 6, 2018
6th April 2018
Haiz... I want to tell you things but you dont want to talk to me... Even if i tell you, you wont reply...
6th April 2018
Haiz haiz haiz...... can somebody just kill the fuck out of me...
Am i that easy to throw away?... Just throwing me aside when you dont want to talk to me already... is it you think it is okay to throw me aside because i will never go away...
The pain... i could never share it anymore... but to seal myself up like a air tight container... shared with you my pain but you just doesnt seems to care...
Keep having anxiety... fuck...
Thursday, April 5, 2018
5th April 2018
Fuck my life... Just, fuck my life...
Good thing about showering... nobody will know you're crying...
Not like you care about how i feel anyway right...
Fuck my fucking heavy heart... its fucking pain... fml...
Running also can start tearing...
Wednesday, April 4, 2018
Tuesday, April 3, 2018
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