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Saturday, July 8, 2017

8th July 2017

It's really suffering to receive cold treatment from baby... idek if you know that it hurts when you do that... but its all okay... i can take it... just as long as you feel okay and better baby....

Friday, July 7, 2017

7th July 2017

I am a fucking weakling in love and relationship... really doubting myself if i am good and strong enough to handle love...

Thursday, July 6, 2017

7th July 2017

Sometimes i really think i suck at relationship... i just suck... i am so difficult to love... so difficult to satisfy... because of all my insecurities... i cannot bear to get angry and scold... i just cant... i rather i take in everything and feel all the pain myself dhen seeing baby getting angry at me... telling ger everything will only make her more angry eventhough she told me to just tell her what i feel and think... because all i wish is for her to be happy... she happy, i'll also be happy...

6th July 2017

It is our 7th monthsary together. Wished baby with a long long passage. She's still pms-ing and angry with me... giving me only a "happy 7th month 💕💕💕"... That short "happy 7th month 💕💕💕" was so familiar because thats what she said to her ex... and that was the last time she said it to him... making me so scared that it could be the last time she saying it... 😔😔😔 sometimes i think i am really not good enough to meet her standards and requirement... i wish i can be a better bf for her...

Wednesday, July 5, 2017

2nd July 2017

Baby want me to tell her how i feel and dont hide my feelings and what i think... tell liao dhen she angry... what can i do... if i do to you what you do to me... you really wouldnt like it baby... but still, i love you....

Sunday, July 2, 2017

2nd July 2017

I know you're pms-ing baby but how you treating me and how you treating your girl friends is just different... and you tell me you pms?... its hirting okay... cant you feel my pain...