Got to see you after weeks... although it was just a normal look or quick glance... i am glad already... how i wish i could be able to look at you and just stare into your eyes like before again...
Friday, September 1, 2017
Wednesday, August 30, 2017
30th August 2017
It just feel like my heart gets a cut from a knife for each day that passed without you... doubt i can survive this pain...
30th August 2017
Out of a sudden while otw home just now... heart felt damn fucking heavy... missing her so fuckong much... started tearing while walking back home... decided to take a walk at the park cos didnt want to go home while tearing... all the chinese songs out of a sudden just fitted my mood and tells it all about what i feel and think... the more the songs continued play... i more i teared... while thinking about her and missing her... haiz...
Tuesday, August 29, 2017
29th August 2017
Been 3 weeks... only 3 weeks and so much has changed and happened... what am i gonna do with my life... i miss her...
Monday, August 28, 2017
28th August 2017
Congrats on getting accepted by EAE... feeling happy for you... now that you have no more burden like me to carry... hope you will continue to jiayou and study hard for your Os...
28th August 2017
Everything reminds me of you... i just cannot stop thinking of you... i miss you... i really fucking miss you... i need your hug so much... and it fucking hurts knowing that i can never get your hug again... fml... really fml...
Sunday, August 27, 2017
27th August 2017
You totally killed me inside out babe... you broke every single promise you made... you contradict everything you said with your actions... you said you wont but you do it... you said you will but you did not... your actions just show that you've never really love me... you show no remorsefulness... haiz... i love you...
27th August 2017
Dreamt of you thrice this week... sigh... we were so sweet in my dreams... you even asked me "come back to me please"... knowing it all will not happen in reality...
27th August 2017
Hard earned streak... gone... 448... you just keep giving me the feel that you dont even want to be friends and work our way up again... what a dirty way of leaving... you really need to reflect on yourself... i love you... but there are things you always think you're right but you're wrong...