16th August 2017

Sigh.... guess baby got what she wanted in snapchat... kept ignoring my snaps instead of replying... keep snapping her other friends and now our hard earned heart is gone... whats next? Streak also gone?... I not gonna use snapchat streak as whats holding our love but... she's just showing that in her back of her head she already decided not to get back together...

15th August 2017

Taking a big step... trying to accept the temporary break baby want to have... please understand that it is really not easy at all for me to take this break and you know it very clearly... really hope you are not going to break me up and come back to me to save me... this temp break... i let you focus on your studies and away from relationship for awhile until you feel like you're ready... and i will use this time to work on myself... to be better for you... starting from friends... work my way up and court you again... Hopefully you can see it and come back to me telling me you love me and lets get back together... that would be the best thing i could ever receive in my life...

14th August 2017

Baby promised that one thing for sure is that she will talk to me but seems like its not... she just constantly ignores me... do you miss me baby?... do you want to talk to me?... if you do just stop pretending... i really miss you... and i really want to talk to you... i really dont know how long you want to torture me like this... 😧

13th August 2017

Although its just been 1 week and 4 day since baby angry at me and decided to take a break... it feels like months to me... seconds feeling like minutes... minutes feeling like hours... hours feeling like days... days feeling like weeks and weeks feeling like months...

I want you to know baby... this break you're taking is like putting me in ICU... its either you save me or let me die... 😔😔😔 Its really pain and i am taking it all in pretending i am okay...

I really love you...

13 August 2017

I really really really want to know... is it easy for baby to just take a break like that... is it easy to just ignore me and not talk to me... is it easy for her not to see me... i really want to know... because its killing me inside... i dont want a break... i want to just continue... hold on and fight my way to be better for her instead... i want to talk to her as per how we always do... i want to see her... i am only human... i have feelings... idk if you realise doing this really hurt my feelings... i gave you my heart... it is on your hand with you... please keep it safe and come back soon... please do not break it... as it was broken once...

13th August 2017

Fever... time like this... how i wish you could place your hand over my forehead to feel and compare the temperature... telling me you think i having fever and advise me to rest more...