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Tuesday, April 17, 2018

Monday, April 16, 2018

16th April 2018

Whats wrong with me... a part of me in my head really want to die...

16th April 2018

Can somebody just kill me? Inside my head i legit feel like i want to die...

16th April 2018

Haizz... it just hurts... watching the one you love going for another person... it just feel the same as death...

Saturday, April 14, 2018

14th April 2018

Haiz... now that you have a guy you're interested in... what are my chances...

14th April 2018

Haizzzzz...

Friday, April 13, 2018

13th April 2018

1111. I really wish for you.

Wednesday, April 11, 2018

11th April 2018

I miss you... I miss you sooooooooo much omg... Hugs, kisses, your care, your want to talk to me, spam me when i not replying and all... 😔😔

Sunday, April 8, 2018

8th April 2018

How am i gonna suppress all these feelings... how..

Got nobody to talk to... when you're the ONLY one i can really talk to...

You must have felt nothing at all ba... it does not affect you at all right...

I am going crazy... i cannot stop thinking and thinking...

My heart....... 😭😢 Can you hear me....

I need you....... I need you.........

I am feeling SO FUCKING depressed....

Just reading our last few messages can make me cry already... fml...

I am anxious like fuck.....

Saturday, April 7, 2018

7th April 2018

I really hope this just a joke... cannot believe you told me not to worry but you turned your words around right away... This is so hurting... Just like that... "idw to talk to you already" and poof... You really not gonna talk to me anymore... kill me instead of doing this to me...

7th April 2018

Anxiety just keep coming... heavy and uncomfortable heart... mind cannot stop running... i need you to talk to me... i cant take it any longer...

Friday, April 6, 2018

6th April 2018

Haiz... I want to tell you things but you dont want to talk to me... Even if i tell you, you wont reply...

6th April 2018

Haiz haiz haiz...... can somebody just kill the fuck out of me...

Am i that easy to throw away?... Just throwing me aside when you dont want to talk to me already... is it you think it is okay to throw me aside because i will never go away...

The pain... i could never share it anymore... but to seal myself up like a air tight container... shared with you my pain but you just doesnt seems to care...

Keep having anxiety... fuck...

6th April 2018

Am i a toy...

Thursday, April 5, 2018

5th April 2018

Even the peaceful and quiet sky cannot calm my mind down... haiz... 😔😢

5th April 2018

Fuck my life... Just, fuck my life...

Good thing about showering... nobody will know you're crying...

Not like you care about how i feel anyway right...

Fuck my fucking heavy heart... its fucking pain... fml...

Running also can start tearing...

5th April 2018

Fucking heavy heart...

Wednesday, April 4, 2018

4th April 2018

I am stressed....... I want to tear....

Tuesday, April 3, 2018

Monday, March 19, 2018