Monday, March 19, 2018

Tuesday, March 6, 2018

6th March 2018

Haiz... knowing you're sad yet i cannot do anything to cheer you up... 😔

Saturday, February 24, 2018

Friday, February 9, 2018

9th February 2018

Haizzz... made you angry... getting ignored again... i am really sorry...

Monday, February 5, 2018

4th February 2018

You're my achilles heel yet my strength too. I need you to need me. 😧

I guess you will come back to check if i will put up any new post, so here you go. Fishball. 😂

Sunday, February 4, 2018

4th February 2018

Haiz... you still love me but you doesnt want me back... when i really want you back... 😔

Sunday, December 24, 2017

24th December 2017

Last year, everything was so different... haiz...

Sunday, December 17, 2017

17th December 2017

Missing you... but seems like you don't even need me as a friend... glad you doing well getting back with your friends... want you to know that anything that may happen between you and your friends, i'll never walk away and will be there for you to go to...

Thursday, December 14, 2017

14th December 2017

I am lost for words to explain how i really feel... i am just feeling... idk... am i lost... feeling like i am all alone... i need a hug...

Tuesday, December 5, 2017

5th December 2017

I miss you... haiz...

Monday, November 27, 2017

27th November 2017

I guess i got to pull myself away... it just seems like you dont want to talk to me and i just always annoy you... just go make friends again with your friends and be happy... i will be glad seeing you happy. I will always be here for you if you need anything...

Sunday, November 26, 2017

26th November 2017

Sometimes i just wish you could be brutally honest with me if i actually annoyed you... rather dhen just ignore the messages you do not want to reply and wait for me to send you something else which you choose to reply to... just tell me straight up that you do not want to talk to me or i am annoying you or whatsoever... i will stop...

On the sidenote... i really miss you so much... so much that it made me cry...

Friday, November 24, 2017

24th November 2017

Haizz... feel like i am annoying you and feel like you do not want to talk to me...

Friday, November 10, 2017

10th November 2017

Congratulation on completing your Os. The day you waited for has come. Hope everything went well for your papers and i believe you will definitely do well... Hope you gonna have fun in your holiday and hope you can get into the course you want for poly...

Monday, November 6, 2017

6th November 2017

6th Nov... supposedly our 11th... haiz... last year this time everything was so different... how i wish i could go back in time and re-live the moments... i hope you're doing well and hope you're happy now... i've been missing you so much... do you?... sigh...

Thursday, November 2, 2017

2nd November

I miss you... i miss you... i miss you... fml...

Thursday, October 5, 2017

5th October 2017

Was so happy seeing your name popping up in my phone notification but... being accused for something i did not do and would never do... i even told Brax how i wished i was the one who coincidentally met her... i literally couldnt sleep early every night because i am thinking of you... i guess there are nothing i can say to make you believe me... everything i do, everything i say is a lie to you... i do not want to accuse you for lying... remember you said you will never leave me and will love me forever but you did not... you tweeted i had you by my words but lost you with my actions... i really do not know how i lost you with my actions... i admit i did do things you do not like but i stopped and changed... and you still left me... i am trying so hard, not doing everything you do not like... hoping you will see a change in me trying to be better for you... and hope you would come back and let us start over and try again... i am still holding on to that little hope...

4th October 2017

01:49am... i really miss you so much... i in need of your hug... heart aching in such a way i do not know how to explain anymore...

Friday, September 29, 2017

29th September 2017

Havent been able to sleep early...  cant help but stay up in the night just thinking of you... praying and wishing we can start all over again... i really really miss you... i really need your hug and want to hug you...

Thursday, September 21, 2017

21st September 2017

I really miss you... wondering how you are doing now... but just cannot bring myself up to text you... knowing you probably will just give me cold answers and all and talk about me again to your friends... haiz...